'I think I'm going psycho'

Nillerz from NY -

Hiya.

Since I dropped out of school about 2 months ago, I've undergone major personality changes seemingly without cause. Many things I would never do before, such as following my logic into believing the only woman I could ever love is a female version of me (I'm male) and then drawing the female version of me, naming it, and then calling it art, I don't seem too troubled by now. The fact that I'm not troubled really troubles me, because of the obvious contradiction, followed by even more following my mind into logic storms that end up leading to "headache". The word "Obsessive compulsive" comes to mind, but I don't think I'm obsissive compulsive, I think I just have OC tendencies. For example, I cut off a large chunk of my thumb a while back, and I rub the stump in patterns until it's sore and red, geometric shapes, and mathematical equalities that I don't often even understand the rules to.

So, Am I just nuts? Or, perhaps am I over analyzing everything I do?

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